I was late for work today.

So yeah today I was over a half hour late coming to work. It took me about two hours to get here. There was this crazy accident on 65. A tour bus hit the back of a semi then it went down into a ditch. It freaked me out. How many people where on the bus? Are they OK?

mindless rant

For the past year or so I have been thinking about having a baby A LOT. I went to the fertility doctor and everything. Well it just doesn't seem to be working out for me. The doctor was a total asshole. He sat there and told me I was too fat and he wouldn't help me until I lost weight. That's funny because I see people that are bigger than me who are having babies all the time. I've lost all of the weight that he told me to lose but I am not going back to see him any more. I am going to get a new doctor. So my whole point is I know there are people out there who are having the same problem I am. I've talk to quite a few of them in the past couple of months. I am sick of being asked "when are you going to have a baby?"! I am trying to make myself healthy so that way i can. I've done enough that I don't have to take medicine for being a diabetic any more. But its still not happening. So when you talk to me please don't ask me about babies. It's not really a subject I want to talk about anymore.